sad

Sometimes when he does things
he doesnt think how much it hurts
he just does it anw
with this excuse
'it makes you stornger'
yeah true
maybe it does
but once in a while
i dont mind things just falling into place
i dont mind hveing everything settled
i dont mind being happy


havent cried this much in a long while
havent felt this shitty in a long while
never been this vulgar
:(

i wish everything settles down soon
please dont give me my dream
then shatter it straight away

i pray that you show me the light soon

this sadness and anger
im afraid is just going to grow
trying to rationalise
but my emotions are quite strong

this cant be happening
tell me its not happening
please
just tell me this is a dream
and its all in my imagination
please