see- saw

see-saw
up and down
happy
sad
happy
pissed
happy
sad
happy
pissed

once, she told me, shes gotten so used to life that everytime shes sad or angry, she'l remind herslef that it'll be better soon...coz its like tat u see...u can be soo sad one day...but its definite that that moment will surely pass...and a joyous happy moment will eventually crop up...so if u look at it that way..life just becomes life..a matter of getting used to...like a see-saw...you wont stay down forever...at some point, u will be on the 'up' side....

i was reading my 'emo' post tat i wrote 2 days ago...and you know what..its amazing how i feel sooo detatched from it at this moment...at that moment when i was writing it...tehre was sooo much anger..i wonder where all that anger disappeared to...

so i kinda figured...the next time im angry or sad..i just have to do what she does...remind myself that its just another moment in time ... and it will pass...and another moemtn..either a happy one or anotehr sad one will take its place...basically the lesson is...no moment is permanent..so y let any moment affect you?

life is made up of all these little 'moment' pakages
a package gets delivered to you with each breath u take
the trick comes in rising above these packages
to open them up
and face whatever is inside with His name on your lip
and courage in your heart
the packages arent life
the moments arent life
life is beyond each moment
its a bigger more significant picture
and our job is to find that true meaning to life
to look beyond individual moments...
to trust Him...
to trust that each package he gives you if for your good
this is the dummys guide to life

if only i could stick to that little solution
oh how happy life would be
tyr try and try
trust.