Sunday, April 1, 2007

Too long a break

Ive been on hiloday for 4 months now...gosh...im getting pretty bored of slacking actually. i noe this sounds way too freaky, but i miss studying...only 2 subjects lah..lit and history...esp lit...really...i seriously miss studying.. i still remember how i was dying last year during A's..haha. i swear i was suicidal. but that was too much of studying lah. i remember being afraid to sleep and take baths coz i thought that was like time away frm studying...only slept frm like 3-6...even on holidays.. I WAS MAD!..ok, to some, i still am mad..in the end i dint get the grades i wanted..bye bye to law...sob..tho ppl have asked me to just try and appeal to law and if i get rejected go to SMU law...i dnt think i want to. A's already cant go thru witout being suicidal...imagine how i would be if i took law...confirm end up in IMH. anw, back on track...yar..too long man the holiday..and still got 3 mnths to go...boy...tats damn long. but oh well, theres still stuff i have yet to do....

1. go cycling at sentosa...its been a year!
2. take squash, fencing and horse back riding lessons (i need more cash for tat)
3. go to korea (i love korean guys!) and japan (thats not going to happen)
4. go to the zoo (dont ask me y)
5. re furnish my parents room
6. do relief teaching (which im suppose to already be doing)
7. climb mt himalaya
8. go to escape (sorryyy...i noe..a bit slow..i havent been there yet!)
9. more shopping
10. meet up wit sec sch peeps..

yar..i'll list ten first..yess..theres more..btw, next wee i'll be gng to KL wit abi and achu...shoppppinggggggggg!!!!!weeee.... i want to do lots of that....well...i need to get away...im too distracted in S'pore...i have to take my mind away frm certain circumstances and ppl for a week...do a bit of thinking...haiz...still confused..anw...im getting too excited bout NUS...lets see if i get in first..haha...still wondering if i should join squash or fencing..actually wanted tennis... (again, I MISS TENNIS!)...but they dnt have rec..dnt want to be commited to any team... i miss debates a lot..but no way am i joining NUS debate team ....

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