Wednesday, April 25, 2007

numb=sweet

emotions died down.
feelings at its lowest.
tears no more..
its gone!
FINALLY!
over...gone...thank heaven!

its lays really subtle ,
deep in the pits of my heart.
But from subtle,
i can feel it going to..
'no more'.
Its ending...
winters gone.
springs here.
im free from the clutches of my emotions.

But is that what i really want?
its an eclipse of the heart
from full to empty
its almost hollow now.
coz i was forced to empty it out,
to spill out the emotions..
now im numb.

With a huge sigh,
i'll declare,
im allowing the eclipse,
to remain there,
for some time more...
And i'll tolerate the numbness.
for right now,
(with the immense burden,
that came with the feeling of hurt;
the dominant emotion for past weeks)
thats the sweetest feeling.
Numb.

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