Friday, August 10, 2007

nat day gathering

ok like i said
its been a long time since we chilled
and just slack
absolutely no work involved

aunty nesams house
3 30 PM - 12 15 AM
the menu:
sardine curry
tahu sambal with fishball
(all veg of crs)
tempeh, tahu, beans
mangosteen, longans and rambutans
ice cream: choice of coffee, toffee, vanilla, chocolate
ppl: everyone..!!!!!!!!!.. :) :)

record breaking number of times one has laughed
courtesy of uncle sunthar of course
oh, and not forgetting the manicure session!
cant believe it...now we all have nice lovely nails...soo crazy and cute la they all

i missed a day like tat
i was soooo waiting to have such a day in a long while
now that the work has simmered down for awhile
im sure we can afford more days like tat
:)
and so last nite is treasured
the food was treasured
the jokes and laughter are treasured
but most of all
the people
are very much treasured

ok now off to watch harry potter again
ppl: me, abi, achu, arul anne, aunty sandra, manges, lakshana, pranavan, ramanan
YAY
this may sound like an ultimate bimbo, but who cares:
....rite now..... I LOVE MY LIFE!
:)

Thursday, August 9, 2007

national day

yeap...todays our nations bdae...:)
but let me first recount the pre national day dayy, the pre preparations...

wayang kulit (shadow puppetry i/c) ????
errrrrr
the first day i arrived back in s'pore after the trip
my bro dsnt even greet me proparly...
wats one of the first sentence he put forth?
"okok, rekha, we've got lots of work to do"
harrrrrrr?????
wat work??
"i need you to take charge of the wayang kulit"
errrrrrrr
okayyyyyy
"i need you to make props for it...the puppets"
errrrr
okayyyyy
hahas...
so i was appointed by the director
cnt say no
after all
HE did say we must do more work

props
seemed like an ez task initially
started with the lion
went on to the sampan the kampong
then the british ship
and i thought i was done

sec 1 boys
the sec one boys were to be the ones dng the show
as in they would be behind the screen holding the puppets
so on sunday i met them
had to train them
and
OMGGGGGGGGG
is it just boys?
or is it just sec one boys
i secretly want to believe its boys
ahhhhhhhhhhhh
as in
AHHHHHHH
and so we started the training
and the trying
me together with manges

more props
it was too plain
so lots more props had to be done
i couldnt do it by myself
so had to recruit more ppl
i called like 20 ppl i tink
abi and achu, manges also helped call
5 ppl came to help
:)
and we did more props
then when everyone went home after dng
we tried the whole thing
again
and it was stll too plain
sth was missing
it needed more colour!
and mind you, this is the eve of teh programme
so at 12 midnite
a decision is made that more has to be done
so i had to go home and do it
1 am - 5am
rekha sits in here hall cutting and drawing out props
she took nearly 1 1/2 hrs on the island alone

family art time!
wed morning
wit having barely 4 hrs of slp
i face a situation
the props aernt finished!
and the performance is on like tat day!
rekha
being her
PANIC
and she starts work again
buttttt
shes got such lovely parents
both her mum and dad
sit down wit her
and help her
phew
thanks to them
it was almost finished
by the time she went to the temple at 3

the actual
wat can i say
i teared at the end of it all
the kids
were so so so good
and my wayng kulit boys
were amazing!
i should buy them chocolates
the dance girls
despite only having like 4 practices
were soooo sweet
and lovely
the older boys who did the chorale reading
they showed discipline and focusness completely thru their perfomance
the finale item ppl
made efforts to smile, sing along
and they looked absolutely beautiful
so so so proud of all of them
i was smiling like some mad person
i tell u
we can put up a real production already
oh and our multi media
take of my hat to hamma aka, vijaya aka, and abi
:) :)
looked sooooo good
with lots of thanks to the master of directors, the director of the universe
it was a splendid performance
a pay off to everyones intense hard work and love fr His work
:)

nat day itself
ok back to today
we are finally going to CHILL!
no work
absolutely no work
(apart from cooking)
just chill and chat
sth we all love to do
but havent done in a really long while
sathsanging! cant wait for that
yeap
a good way to end hardwork
of crs
HE'l be there
in his own way
and He'l be chilling a long with us
and acting invisible
as we talk about Him
YAY!
happy bdae s'pre!

Monday, August 6, 2007

TSPC

yeap...today was the scholarship ceremony...
it was ok
got pretty nervous ..
afraid that i would trip on my heels...
trip fall and die... in front of all those ppl
was interviewed by tamil murusu ... spoke in tamil
hehe
no lah
spoke in english
my parents and aunty sandra came :)
bumped into my sec 4 english teacher
well actually she found me
insisted that i go back to smss to teach
hmmmmm
see how ...
probably would want to go back there ...
left the ceremony around 5
went to eat
so so hungry
went to temple
theres sooo much to do tomoro
got to make new props for the nat day programme
i neeed heelppppp plssssss
any1 free?? 7 pm tomoro???
pls feel free to jump in :)
anw yar
im quite waiting for the national day hols
its been a long time since we just slacked and chilled
so looking forward to chilling all together and watching the parade
its just been work work and work for the past couple of months
tho its all good fun
a break is high in demand im guessing
and then a toast to the work
all in His name
:) cheers! :)

Friday, August 3, 2007

school :)

yeap
officially a student of NUS - FASS
went down todae with jivis
did our registration
got our matric card
(we look like convicts on it)
went for the CCA fair
otherwise known as the matric fair
we signed up for loads of stuff

module bidding also started todae
so we had to get that done
it so so stressful
and u dnt really know how to do it
no one really gives u instuctions
anw
ive done my bidding
and i placed bids for

PS1101E : political science : introduction to political science :
SC1101E : sociology : making sense of society
SE1101E : southeast asian studies : southeast asia - a changing region
EU1101E : History : making of contemporary europe

but ive got a bad sense tho, that im not really gng to get most of it...they're too high in demand,,oh well...we'll just leave it to Him....

so schools starting next week. im glad. sad that due to some complicated reasons, i cant take my literature modules this semester...sighness....
happy schs starting! triple yay!

the past couple of days since i got back...has been busy busy once again..preparing for uni in the afternoons....then of crs...more work to be done...so at the temple every nite... :) :)
still higly happy..hope im this high next week, month..years to come...

Thursday, August 2, 2007

on this journey of joy ...

on this journey of joy ...
transformation is my goft of devotion ...

" O i feel like dancing
its foolishness i know
but when the world has seen the lord
they will dance with me
like im dancing now
...
hallelujah!
...
i could sing of your love forver
o lord
i could sing of your love forever"

yup....that simply describes my state of mind
its weird
how everything just stops in time
upon that gaze
upon that experience
of bountiful love
pure love
happiness peace bliss
dawns upon you
you want to think of nothing else
you wnat to experience noting else
you want nothing else
simply
that recurrance
of pure love

now i just hope
pray
and pray
that i dont slide back to where i left from
that i dont bring shame
to this testimony of love
that i dont disappoint
his glory

so ive got to work
work and more work
to remove any limits
ive placed upon work
work to fulfill
work to justify
work to transform
work
to present
my gift of devotion
...

"time waste is life waste"
no more wasting ime fr me!
so got to cut loads of stuff...
yeap
time must be used wisely now
time must be used to do His work only
for
"time waste is life waste"

JAI!

Friday, July 20, 2007

pre trip post

i'll be leaving like day after tomoro...
WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
tats realllly fast
actually its tomoro
considering the fact tat now its past md nite
im so so so consoled that jivis is cmming wit me
and we both made solemn promises to each other
that we wont ditch at all!!! we'll stick to each other like soulmates
we need the support from each other larrsssssss
and its funny enof
that a lot of thoughts in our minds
actually match
as in they are the same!
so we havent really lost that many many years of friendship
have we jivs???
yeap
12 years
and more to come
yesh....12....we were besties frm the first day of p1 at ehv
we had to play tis game..where u rmb the name of the person nxt to u
till the next week
and jivis and i happened to be next to each other
hehehe
she saw sth in me i think

okok...so enof of jivis...heh
back to the trip proper
yeap
leaving this sat
back on the 31st
havent packed
but im used to last minute packing
theres been so much gng on
the whole temple has been like transformed into like an arts school!!!!
in every room there are like zombified ppl cutting, painting, stitching, pasting
y zombified??
coz everyones like dng work till 1am!!!!
everyday....
yawns...
we need to finish the exhibition stuff by friday..tats like todae..lol

tomoro (friday) night
abi, achu, shrania are staying over
so that they can follow me to the airport the next morn
have to be there at 5 AM!
not planning to slp at all
ordering pizza!
and we'll stay awake thru k?
my dearie anisha was supposed to stay too
but shes not :(
its ok dear!
i'll call and wake u up at 5! frm the airport

am i excited?
of crs!
am i scared???
of crs!
will i cry when i leave???
yes!
is this the first time i'll cry when i go away?
yes!
then how come i'll cry??
coz dunnoe if i deserve this?scared?
and ppl tat im used to going india with aernt going

when i get back.....
i think things will be differnt
in one sense, things will definitely be different
a lot of EXCITEMENT
firstly
SCHOOL IS STARTING
FINALLLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY the holidays comming to an end
i cant take it
my brain is gng to explode
yesh..i ACTUALLY wanna study
anw its quite exciting...
i will get to study all sorts of books
frm like brit lit
to like asian lit
from like drama
to film studies
yeah...majoring it lit rawks!
whoa...university mannnnn...no more uniforms
haha
cant believe it
i still feel like i just ended O levels

2nd thing tat im really really really looking forward
is the TSPC
okok..speak english rekha
it stands for
teaching scholarship presentation ceremony
u get to inivite only 3 ppl tho
tat INCLUDES your parents
and the other person
has to be a teacher that inspired u...
i invited a person who taugt me in a different way
she didnt teach me in school
but taught me at EHV
but shes still a teacher by profession
go guess....haha
they make it sound really prestigious
like the GOH is minister of edu himself
and its at suntec ballroom
but quite scary
anw...i just have sth against the dress code
its suffocating!!!!!
long sleeve collared formal shirt
and HEELS! argh.. OUCH... heels = ouch
anw...still on my list of exciting things nontehless

feel a bit sad tat i missed the uni camps
espeacially the faculty of arts camp
oh well
hope O week is still fun in a way
reunification with nathini !!!!
after a painful 1 1/2 years of separation
wish mel was wit us tho
love them lots

ok.anything else that i wanna say b4 i leave???
errrrmmmmmm
to alll those staying behind::::
rekha loves u lots
and she'll call all of u as often as poss
this includes
anishaaaaa ... rania ....

and abi achu,,,,
faster come!!!!!!
i tell u i'll jump for joy when i see u guys there on the 25th
:) :) :) :) :)

and i feel like saying this
i love all of u
as in all my friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
love yew love yew love yew guys
*muacks*

see you all again in the 31st
:)
and those gng to sch wit me
get geared up
for exitement at its max

:)

bye for now ...

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

desperado

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses
You've been out ridin' fences,
for so long - now.
Ohh you're a hard one.
I know that you've got your reasons.
These things that are pleasin'you
Can hurt you somehow.

Don't you draw the queen of diamonds boy
She'll beat you if she's able.
You know the queen of hearts is always your best bet.
Now it seems to me, some fine things
Have been laid upon your table.
But you only want the ones
That you can't get.

Desperado,
Ohhhh you aint getting no younger.
Your pain and your hunger,
They're driving you home.
And freedom, ohh freedom.
Well that's just some people talking.
Your prison is walking through this world all alone.

Don't your feet get cold in the winter time?
The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine.
It's hard to tell the night time from the day.
And you're losing all your highs and lows
aint it funny how the feeling goes
away...

Desperado,
Why don't you come to your senses?
come down from your fences, open the gate.
It may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you.
You better let somebody love you.
(let sombody love you)
You better let somebody love you...ohhh..hooo
before it's too..oooo.. late.
(the eageles)



everyone has a song to describe his or her feelings at some point .. a song that perfectly summarises her moments...her feelings.. her thinking...and yeah..this is the one for me right now.